its started.
the goodbyes.
i've been dreading them all year. and now they are slowly arriving.
we had our last small group tonight.
it was good. we reminisced.
i didnt cry. i laughed a lot. but no tears.
'till i got home.
and i read her letter.
she somehow knows me so well.
she wrote exactly what i needed to hear. it meant so much.
i bawled.
i hate goodbyes.
there are just certain people who i dont want to have to say goodbye to.
i know that i have to, but i just dont want to.
i dont want to act like we will be close in years to come, when i know we probably wont. i want to stay close forever.
but if i did that i wouldnt be able to fully experience all god has in store.
so if its what he wants i will be willing to let go.
holding fast to the promise that he his holding on to me and has more in store than i can fathom.
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Good-byes are so hard. I hear you. Thanks for sharing your journey.
ReplyDeleteJust a sister-stranger that appreciated your words.
Good to know that He knew a lot about saying goodbye.