espanol

its very much a lovehate relationship, that espanol.
i think that i love it, that im getting the hang of it, that i could totes hold my own in a spanish speaking country.
then i walk by a spanish speaking woman talking on the phone.
of course i try to understand her and all of my hopes and dreams come crashing down.
she talks 7 million miles an hour. not like my professor who articulates and annunciates every syllable or my spanish tapes that have an american accent.
so many tenses, so many rules.
tonight, im ending more on the hate side with espanol.
maybe after this test it'll swing back up to love.
here's to hopin'.