new blog. same me.

i deleted my other blog.
i had it for a year.
and a half.

it was a rash decision overstimulated by emotion.

but im not sorry.
im sorry that i lost all of my posts.
posted and not.
i miss them.
some of them.

that blog just didnt seem like me anymore.
i was writing for the audience not for me.
thats not good.
that takes away the purpose of a blog.
at least for me.

the name of my blog is dance like no ones watching.
i was writing like everyone in the world and them some were watching.
so not my purpose.
my goal is to live my life for my king. my jesus.
not for everyone around me.
which i tend to fail miserably at that over and over again.
im a people pleaser.
it stresses me out when people have a problem with me.
it stresses me out even if i feel like someone has a problem with me.
again not good.

so im starting over.
new blog.
same point.
same me.