i cant make normal sentences.
they come out like gibberish.
i cant remember the names of simple things.
i forget to do parts of my daily routine.
at dance, i can never come in at the right time.
i cant get a full, normal breath.
i've started to make lists. of the most random things.
my favorite friends episodes.
the things i "need" to get.
my favorite movies.
i've started to impulse buy.
making random pit stops at random stores to buy random articles of clothing that i will most likely never wear.
all of this, tells me one thing.
im stressed.
my mind is at its full capacity, but i keep stuffing things in and in order to avoid the big things that im stressed about, i focus in on things that dont really matter. the lists. the impulse buying. not leaving any room to make normal sentences or breathe.
but instead leaving me with a momentary satisfaction.
it only take a little time before all of the real issues surface and i have to actually deal with them.
until then, ill just keep making lists.
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i tend to shut down/cry/isolate. which is not ideal. youre cute and quirky, and possibly even more endearing in your overloaded state. and i would love to see them lists.
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2 cor 12:9
matt 11:28-30
phil 4:6-7
john 10:10
psalm 23 (i know its a common one, but actually think about what its saying)
psalm 28:6:8
psalm 31:7
romans 5:3-5
don't be stressed. i know all about stress and what it does to you. its not worth it. God is. god god god!! <3