maybe one day

i started reading a book back in december.
im no even half way through.
i've never really been a big reader, its one of those things that i have always wanted to be, but never had enough discipline to actually be, like a runner.
im soo not a runner.
my best friend is though, and one time we decided to run together...biggest mistake of my life. it ended in her running and me walking, very slowly and then collapsing on the grass in my front yard afterwards.
ive always wanted to be a reader and a runner, but im just not. i mean maybe over the summer ill become one, a reader that is.
ive given up on any dreams of ever "going on a quick run to relive my stress". you know how people say that? ive never fully understood that. on gilmore girl's, rory's roommate, janet, is a big time runner and actually calls it a natural high. i just dont get it. yet, im still a little envious that she can actually call it a high, whereas it makes me never want to move ever again for the rest of my life.
anywho, mabye over the summer ill become a reader. i wont have homework to do, or school books to read. i like to read when there is absolutely nothing else left for me to do. ive checked the facebook and the blog, im caught up on all of my shows and there are no shows or movies on that i want to watch and no one to hang out with, then ill read. like a page and then come down and watch useless youtube videos and spend wayy too much time on flickr.
maybe once summer comes ill be a reader. maybe.