hes good that way.

i spent the majority of my day today wishing i was fearless.
wishing i loved roller coasters.
and dogs,
all animals for that matter.
wishing i wasnt so scared of goodbyes.
or the unknown.
wishing i could be excited about adventures without having to talk myself out of being afraid.
wishing that i could live my life and not worry about how things would turn out.

that was basically my thought process for the day.
wishing i could let go and jump without being afraid of the fall.

so quietly he spoke and explained to me the unfathomable.

i can be fearless.
through jesus.
he makes me brave. fearless. excited.
through him i am competent.
his presence shines through me and he is fearless. therefore i am fearless.

that is so exciting to me.
im such a scaredie-cat. i jump at every little thing that happens. im paranoid beyond measure. but through jesus, i am brave.
i can handle anything he hands me.
he is a part of me.

i am brave.

:)